Is it normal for someone to be insulted and bullied constantly?

went to taco bell to pick up my online order and after being given my food the girl at the window called me a fage beffore shutting the window. This isn't new or uncommon in my life no matter where i go people are always treating me poorly. Im 29 and i can't remember ever being happy and loving life. I hate people I hate myself im sad depressed anxious and angry/resentful. Is this life anyone else endures i am and always have been alone and can't imagine anyone suffering like I do

Is it normal for someone to be insulted and bullied constantly?
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