What do I do? He’s insufferable?

I have autism and my dad keeps reminding me about that whenever he has a hard time and blames me.

He always says he didn’t want me and when I talk about suicide, he says I should do it, just jump, just kill myself.

Tells me That I am a loser and when i get upset about it, he calls me mental and a kid throwing a tantrum. Like I have no right to be mad in the first place. It’s ridiculous. He has such psychological problems

It happens almost everyday and it always stops but it always happens
What do I do? He’s insufferable?
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