What’s a toxic trait you have or use to have?

[Markymark92]

[Agape93]

I hold grudges and I don't let go or forgive slights.

[Markymark92]

Yeah I kinda do the same but it’s not as bad as it use to be.

[Agape93]

Mines never changed lol

[Markymark92]

Care to explain a situation?

[Agape93]

My aunt drank my tea when I was 7. I consider it stealing and she never apologized. So she can choke on a horse dong for all i care.

[Markymark92]

Over some tea? How old are you now?

[Agape93]

31, almost 32

[Markymark92]

Damn that’s crazy, you might die choking on a horse dong, I don't know if you knew that.. don’t try it.

[Agape93]

Fine by me, I don't care.

Yeah I figured lol

[Markymark92]

Damn I feel bad for whoever burns there bridge with you

[Markymark92]

What if she apologized? I believe in second chances

[Agape93]

Lacking empathy has benefits

[Agape93]

I don't. She can apologize all she wants. Fuck her, for that and much more.

[Markymark92]

Like?

[Agape93]

Like not being swayed by pleading, not being too bothered by death or violence, easily able to remove people from my life etc

[Markymark92]

I get the removing people part sometimes that just has to happen, people betray, lie, steal so I get that.

[Markymark92]

So what do you like? As in day by day what things do you seem to enjoy?

[Agape93]

Working with my hands, shooting, reading, fucking and maybe playing a game

[Markymark92]

Oh wow pretty much the same as me, I shoot on my days off and some game here and there, wish I could fck more but my relationship took a bad turn

[Agape93]

Sorry to hear that, I hope it gets better. I'm in the ass crack of nowhere, so I can shoot whenever. Only issue is the cleanup since I don't have proper metal targets lol

[Markymark92]

I have to go to an indoor range if I wanna shoot, so would you prefer getting fucked before or after you shoot? I don't know if it’ll get better, I did something dumb that lead to my girlfriend fuckkng this guy I know, and now that’s happened I can’t really get hard for her because I feel embarrassed

[Markymark92]

Trying to work it out but she admitted that he was just more of a man than I was, it was all over a stupid bet.

[Agape93]

Honestly before so I'm relaxed. But if I just finished a good hunt, I'm ready to go. The adrenaline and thrill of a good kill gets me going more than it probably should.

Lordy, yeah sounds like it might be best to cut losses before it gets worse

[Markymark92]

Yeah I’d rather end it then have her getting fucked behind my back… she made it clear he fcked her very well so yeah. Imma stop gambling and let it be, it’s fucked up because I can’t get hard for her but when I think of that dude fucking her I get hard. I don't know what’s going on

[Agape93]

You might have a cuck fetish. If so, there's no shame in that

[Markymark92]

I use to be able to pound my girlfriend but after that incident I can’t anymore. I don't know if she sees me as the same man anymore. I’m ashamed about it maybe being a fetish because it don’t seem like something a man would do ya know.

[Markymark92]

If you had a boyfriend that had a cuck fetish would you fulfill it and still see him as a man?

[Agape93]

Sure. I don't see why not, I do open relationships so I don't give two fucks if one sees me with the other. Long as you're not a sex offender, ones fetishes don't make me see them any different. It's just a kink, and we all have kinks. It can be embarrassing or such, but it doesn't need to be.

Think of it this way. She liked fucking the other guy, so if you watch, you'd be watching her enjoy herself, and since that gets you hard, you could jack off to it or maybe she'd be good with fucking you afterwards

[Markymark92]

Im gonna talk to her about it, i mean I wouldn’t mind as long as she don’t see me as less of the man I was when we first met if that makes since, but if she still sees me as the same then I wouldn’t mind inviting him over on a Friday night and maybe fuck her good ya know. He can actually make my girl cum and I can’t

[Agape93]

See? No shame. And if she sees you as lesser for letting her enjoy herself, then she doesn't deserve you.

[Markymark92]

Thanks for being open and understand, it’s hard because because most people would be like your a loser if you just let your girlfriend fck another man, I mean yeah I wish I could make my girlfriend cum but I can’t and I have to accept that

[Agape93]

Anytime. And some guys just aren't good at it, and that's fine. We can get off in other ways, but communications important and the fact you're willing to do so is refreshing

[Markymark92]

She complains that she gets bored while I’m at work, as long as she lets me know when he’s coming over and what’s going to happen I don’t mind her getting pounded while I’m at work. Be nice if she would send me a pic or something… I’m sure she’ll be ok with this

[Markymark92]

Talked to my girl, we made an agreement that every Monday Wednesday and Friday he will come over and fck her good, while I watch or wait downstairs… she deserves to be able to cum so why not

[Agape93]

Hey glad you worked it out!

[Markymark92]

Yeah we both personally know the guy so it’s cool, I’m just happy that my girlfriend will be getting satisfied now. She be obsessed over him, she said he got that big dick energy… he not allowed to stay the night tho, just pound my girlfriend then after I can get in bed with her and we can have a good night sleep

[Agape93]

Long as y'all are happy, awesome, do as thou wilt!

[Markymark92]

She also confessed to me about wanting to fck a couple of close friends I have… should I let her? When I think about it I’m like ok my erectile dysfunction ain’t gonna get better so maybe just let her do her thing.

[Agape93]

That's up to you, honestly. You're entitled to boundaries too

[Markymark92]

I’m gonna be a good cuck, find good bulls her…. Have you ever dated a cuck? If so how was it? And rules you guys had?

[Agape93]

None necessarily cucks, but I've had those watch before, usually in a ritual setting though.

My rules are simple. Make sure everyone is free of disease and agrees to it in advance, and we all have to meet each other.

So if girlfriend or boyfriend wanted to watch me do the other, they're welcome to. I don't care, because I have and will fuck both

[Markymark92]

Ever had someone get jealous? Like maybe they thought they’d like watching actually don’t like it

[Agape93]

Probably but they don't tell me, i don't date or fuck jealous people.

[Markymark92]

Yeah, girlfriend wants to try a little humiliation because it really gets her off, I might try it once just to see but I don't know I might get offended if she keeps shaming me infront of another man about how much smaller I am but I’ll try it at least once, I feel trying is part of communication

[Agape93]

Agreed. If it's not your thing, let her know when it's just you two

[Markymark92]

Also wish I could do the cucking but I don’t think I can… I don't know if small dick men can cuck people lol.

[Agape93]

Lol. Hey you never know. BDE doesn't need a literal big dick. It just refers to confidence

[Markymark92]

Oh yeah? Well then…

[Agape93]

Like one of my exes is 4'10, almost a full foot shorter than me. Great personality, very fun to be around and his confidence was goddamn endless xD his dick was average of so, like 5 inches

[Markymark92]

Did he fck you good? I’m around 6 but I don't know I just feel it’s small af maybe like 5.5 in girth

[Agape93]

He did, he was one of the few I enjoyed letting Dom me.

And honestly, long as we can feel it, we can enjoy it. How he uses his dick can often make us finish faster than just a huge dong which will often hurt. Plus dicks your size are able to reach the gspot easier, as big dicks just tend to glide past it. Nail the angle and you're golden

[Markymark92]

Ok i get it, feeling a little better. Think imma try to surprise my girlfriend tonight when she gets home from work. Gonna be a dom and try make her cum. My confidence got destroyed after seeing her take a bigger dick

[Agape93]

Don't worry about his dick, you're not him, you're you. Focus on your dick, giving her the pleasure.

[Markymark92]

True, last time I fcked her I kept asking questions about his dick and she would be honest, shortly after I went limp cause my confidence got killed. Looked at her and said ok I think you’re better off fuckkng him instead.

[Markymark92]

Imma eat her out pretty damn well until my jaw hurts then imma dom her, hope she can get off at least a little bit

[Markymark92]

Well I tried again last night and failed, she ended up calling my friend over and I got cucked again… it was pretty hot just wish I was man enough to handle my girlfriend

[Markymark92]

She could barley talk after she was done, I don't know why she could barley talk, dose that happen after good sex?

[Agape93]

Sorry to hear it man

[Markymark92]

It’s cool I’m just gonna give up on trying to please her and let these men do it for me

[Daily_Affirmation69]

I tend to sabotage my relationships, or cut people off, or push them away..

I am not even sure why it happens, it just does?

[Shy_Steve]

When I was younger I never really like talking to People, These days I am starting to enjoy it more.

[IslaTheWitch]

I'm stubborn and impatient...

[Markymark92]

Care to give an example?

[normalice]

I don't know what its called.

[laly520]

being unable to forgive

[Pennywise_6]

Cutting people off.

[Markymark92]

For no reason?

[Pennywise_6]

Did i say that?

[Markymark92]

No I was asking, Clive cut people off for no reason before was wondering if you ever did that to

[Markymark92]

Hence the question mark, penny wise the dancing 🤡

[Pennywise_6]

Why would you even cut people off for no reason🤣?

[Markymark92]

I’m thinking the chemical balance in my brain just wasn’t right so I did weird shit like that, I had some bad habits I had to kick

[Pennywise_6]

Well yeah. I agree with you on that.

[Markymark92]

Im a lot better me tho but i feel some people may have thought I was playing mind games, one day ill say hi and talk with you, laugh and all that then the next day I won’t say a damn word to you.

[Pennywise_6]

Try therapy

[Markymark92]

I did it worked.

[Pennywise_6]

Good for you

[Markymark92]

Now I’m working on trying to get my girlfriend to cuck me

[Pennywise_6]

Go for it

[Markymark92]

We gonna try something out, we had talk… resorting to this because my confidence got killed the other week lol

[Pennywise_6]

What i meant, go for someone other than me.. we will no work.

[Markymark92]

Oh ok, howcome we can’t work? What made you think I was going for you?

[Pennywise_6]

Stop your delulus

[Markymark92]

Ok I’ll stop, I don't know what a delulu even is…. Ok so what’s your type? I’m curious

[Pennywise_6]

🤣🤣callete

[Markymark92]

I gotta brush up on my slang I don’t think I ever herd that… but on another note we prolly wouldn’t work cause you seem like you’d have no problem cucking me 😂

[Pennywise_6]

cállate, hijo de puta

[Markymark92]

Is that a compliment in Spanish? You could just call me guapo

[Pennywise_6]

🤣🤣🤣🤣

[Pennywise_6]

What else?

[Markymark92]

El cornudo

[Pennywise_6]

... and?

[Markymark92]

Vamos a follar

[Markymark92]

Si? 😉

[Markymark92]

😂 I’m just talking shit dude lmao if I did annoy you I’m sorry lol.

[Pennywise_6]

.. what else?

[Markymark92]

Yo tener la verga grande

[Markymark92]

Your turn now. Lol

[Pennywise_6]

Hhhmm.. then?

[Markymark92]

Quieres correte?

[Markymark92]

Eres hermosa

[Pennywise_6]

Then?

[Markymark92]

Yo la voluntad joder tu bueno… muy bueno

[Pennywise_6]

And?

[Markymark92]

Cmon you could at least talk some shit back 😂

[Markymark92]

Besame?

[Pennywise_6]

.. and?

[Markymark92]

Lo siento

[Markymark92]

Predoname

[Pennywise_6]

.. then?

[Markymark92]

Ok I’ll just go and fck off already

[Pennywise_6]

Already?

[Markymark92]

Yeah unless you wanna roast?

[Pennywise_6]

.. and then?

[Markymark92]

Cuelgame?

[Markymark92]

I think we’d make some decent content what you think?

[Pennywise_6]

Uhuh..

[Markymark92]

And then…

[Markymark92]

Callate 🤣

[Pennywise_6]

... so then?

[Markymark92]

… what now?

[Pennywise_6]

Now what?

[Markymark92]

And then… cmon now

[Pennywise_6]

cmon now?

[Markymark92]

Ok and…

[Pennywise_6]

Ok and?

[Markymark92]

How was your day?

[Pennywise_6]

How?

[Markymark92]

You wanna go back to Spanish instead of English?

[Pennywise_6]

Go back?

[Markymark92]

Your persistent

[Markymark92]

😂 I’m about to give up

[Pennywise_6]

persistent?

[Daily_Affirmation69]

@Pennywise_6 story of my life. I either cut them off, or push them away when they get too close, or do something to sabotage it by accident. haha

[Iron_Man]

Nothing