Have I made the wrong decision (cosmetic treatment)?

Anonymous
I have been feeling really bad about myself and my image; one thing lead to another, and I started to believe my facial spots and scars make me ugly, which was why I have been so unsuccessful with women (though my social anxiety is probably the bigger reason), so I booked laser pigment removal out of desperation.

My Mother isn't very happy about me planning to losing my spots, and she is very vocal about the possibility of scarring. Trouble is, I've already paid, and I can't get a refund...

I'm in that vulnerable, "I'll do anything to be accepted" phase right now.
by the jaw
by the jaw
by the nose
by the nose
And as a cruel twist of fate, I got two matches after months of inactivity today, and the one who responded would like to go on a date...

Should I go through with the procedure? Or Should I cut my losses and nope out/postpone?
Have I made the wrong decision (cosmetic treatment)?
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