Fashion & Beauty

Is there any way to stop this for once?

Does anyone here know how to successfully get rid of urges for anything like crossdressing? I haven't done it in a long while, since there's a feeling of guilt related to it and I tried to look for a "cure" many times and even went to therapy, but everywhere I got responses along the lines of "It's part of you" or "Try to embrace it".

I also know very well that this could compromise any potential relationship or become roasting material. Since these seem to be important details, I'm a guy, no wish to become a girl. I like women and I wish this was something very recent, so it would be easier to counter or suppress, but this kind of ideas haunt me since many years ago.

The worst part isn't the guilt, but that I still want to do it. How do I stop or make that feeling disappear I just want to be normal. So, do you know anything that can be more effective than psychological self-torture or plain throwing away any of those clothes I had?

Before anyone recommends excercise, I tried it and that only made this worse, I was sometimes wondering if I would look better with specific outfits or if I looked "prettier".

P. S.: I posted the same question before, but I didn't know I could update it, also, maybe wrong category that time.
Is there any way to stop this for once?
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