Boys, do you ever think of your first love, first girlfriend?

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My ex was my very first boyfriend and I was his first girlfriend, first kiss, first intimate contact. we never had sex. he's now 19 and I will be 18. But do you think he ever thinks about me? I know he cared about me before, but now he's such a jerk to me talks to me, ignores me, back and forth. I want to get back with him, but I feel like he doesn't even care :(

do you ever think of her? do you ever miss her? wish things happened/ended differently? would you ever get back again if things could be resolved down the line?

i don't know why this is so hard for me. I really cared about him and now I feel like a pile of sh*t to him :(
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*Sorry this is in sexuality, every time I click break up it changes into the above category.
Boys, do you ever think of your first love, first girlfriend?
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