Why did he observe me the whole time?

Anonymous

I have a crush on this guy and during the lecture break at university, i was sitting at my desk, while he was standing down there near the podest with his friends. I always observe him a bit during lecture and i thought that would be the perfect moment to oberseve and admire him again, since I could see him so well and he probably wouldn't notice, since he is involved in a conversation

Than all of a sudden he began to look at me and i could see in his eyes that he recognized me. I somehow got nervous or so and looked away by turing my face to the right. I than looked back at him and he was STILL looking. I again turned my face to the right then and looked after that to him and than he slowly got his eyes off me and focused on tte converdation and i was typing on my computer.

(He focused me with his eyes very clearly and i could see that he was observing me but im comparison to me he didn't get uncomfortable and turned his head away. He looked at me the whole time and had a neutral face expression. I could see that he saw who i was and what i was doing.)


-i am now worried, that i might have observed him way to obvious and that he noticed and looked at me because of that.

-i also worry, that he knows now that i have a crush on him. I think i told him someway unconsciously by looking at him and than looking away multiple times and always looking back at him.

Why did he observe me the whole time?
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