Did I possibly ruin my chances with my crush?

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My crush flirts with me all the time, but I felt like I was more of a friend than anything to him. Last weekend he texted me just to talk at 10 pm, and we texted for a while, flirting back and forth. Eventually it got to an question that had been popping up a lot now. "So back to the question at hand, would you kiss me?"

This guy took me on my first date, since then a mutual friend who knows I like this guy keeps trying to get me to kiss him. Which I wouldn't do because I felt like he was really into me like that. I'd just die a little on the inside kissing him and him not liking me. He also never tried or asked on his own it was always our friend saying it, because he was too shy he says? I would always say no or dodge the question whenever me kissing him was brought up...

Which is exactly what I did when he texted me asking about it. I replied "When did that become the question at hand? :)" and he didn't reply back, but he treats me the exact same when I see him in person or text him again. I've kind of realized my fear and indecision are probably pushing him away. His love life is crap because he meets these great girls and then they just cut him off because they do want anything to happen (religious issues).

I think he might have got that same vibe from me...Did I possibly ruin my chances with him.
Did I possibly ruin my chances with my crush?
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