It's no secret that I have anger issues. In fact, the extent of my anger could melt the whole of earth down to the very core. At least, that's how people make me feel and it's only gotten worse with this change in societal behavior. Yet, society wants to act like no one should be angry over their actions. They expect us to just deal with it, and go along with the crowd without question. I thought, when I was a lot younger, that this was how it worked. When I got older though, I realized just how full of s*it everyone really is. For example, they tell you to be yourself. However, the minute you do that they want to peg you as some sort of monstrosity. They toss you out like a dog that you leave on the roadside. I am this dog, because I rejected the brainwashing, non-sensical, crap that they tried to ram down my throat a long time ago. Now, with the age of entitlement at hand, I have to wonder how I haven't lost it on anybody. I also have to wonder, why is it that other people who are like me allow this s*it to continue? Why do you sit on the roadside, and allow the rules and the crap to run you over? I asked someone about this once, and he said he'd rather go masturbate than try to make a change in the world.
1) Family isn't sacred- If you have a big heart, like I do, I suggest you be careful. Because it will often make you blind to the people that are closest to you. My own sister tried to convince me that I had an illness that prevented me from functioning in society, just so I would give up at life to clean her house. I know not everyone is like this, but just saying.
2) You are judged by the job you hold- I work as a cashier, in a gas station. I don't do it for the money either. I do it because it's a consistent schedule. Because of this schedule, I have been able to work my a** off in college. I will now be attending University in the Summer, and I have had a 4.0 for every semester I've taken. However, customers that come into the store talk to me like I'm some kind of moron who can't understand simple English. Why is this? Oh that's right, society says that people who work these kinds of jobs are failures at life because they are not skilled professions. B*tch please. I just heard you ask my coworker "how much would it be for the 99 cent pack of Swishers," and you act like I'm the dumb a**?
3) If you are in service, any type of service, people act like you're not human- Basically, they act like they own your soul. Or, they act like you owe them something. "The customer is always right (heavy sarcasm)" and your agenda is suddenly their agenda. Even if you walk into your job on your day off, (at least where I work) the customer wants you to go behind the register and cash them out. They throw money at you, throw groceries at you, talk down to you, talk about you like your not in the room, and then when you talk back to them they get mad because, all of the sudden, you're not their robot anymore. How dare you show them you're human too? Hsss....
4) It's 2016, and people still try to make you feel like shit for being different- I've had a**hats get offended when I tell them I'm not a Christian. They say, "Oh man" and walk away quickly like they might catch some disease that won't let them fit in with the crowd. People will look at me, and assume that because I'm a thick woman I have no self-esteem. People will look at me and assume that I'm like every other girl, and then they get shocked when they find out I'm not. And becaue I don't fit in with societal norms, they won't let me play their reindeer games. Come on, it's 2016. Is difference really such a big deal anymore?
5) I don't wear makeup, or dress "fashionably," and although people say they prefer "natural," and honest, etc.... they still have something to b*tch about. I've had many people try to change the way I do my hair, clothes, the whole nine yards....I've pissed off many a person by being so blunt you can cut the air with a razor. So what does that mean exactly? Does that mean that you actually prefer the fake, and not the me that is in progress? I worked my way down from 300 lbs, and while I am a skinnier me, and guys do hit on me, it's somehow not good enough. They want to act like I'm only booty, and then get mad when they find out I don't sleep around.
With all these double standards, and the list can go on and on, you'd think society would be sick of it and give up. Instead the people say they want it a certain way, and when you do it that way they find something to b*tch about anyway. It turns out they didn't really want it, but they keep acting like they do because it makes them fit in. Then when you refuse to fit in, and you choose to be real, they get mad and kick you to the curb. So why can't people just be honest? These double standards are just getting old. The fakeness is just getting old, and the longer I stew in it the more I want to slap someobody. However, even though I'm on the roadside, I'm glad I'm not like these crazy, entitled children who act like they missed their sweet 16 party. Still though, Society needs to check themselves. Because the fact of reality is that Society makes people crazy, punishes them for being crazy, and then they act like their some anomally in the crowd so that they can continue to make people crazy. Maybe it's time to do something about that.
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Yeah, society is full of nothing but walking contradictions. People are usually opposite from who they say they are. A lot of people say what is acceptable by societal standards knowing that deep down they feel opposite of that.
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I know the feels bruh. I can relate, but I've a different sort of anger issue.
yeah. i get that. If you want, try playing music. i always wear my creative zen music player when i go to work, because it helps me to stay calm. music is therapy, and it doesn't cost an arm and a leg.
a hit to the vulva hurts more than a hit to the balls