well, it all started when I was 3 years old and went to daycare like any other child, I thought everything would be normal for me and the first time they took me I was very excited until the big disappointment came, I am a girl biologically but everyone started making fun of me for having short hair and no one wanted me around.
since then I feel that I am not real, where I want to go I feel that they are going to despise me and I feel like a monster and at night I do not sleep thinking about everything that has happened in my life and I cannot believe for everything that I have had to go through and since that event and after so many times that I repeated to myself that I was actually born as a girl, I began to feel like a boy in the body of a girl who likes being a girl.
and sometimes I feel that I am a man but that I hate being one because I am too weak and pathetic, but I like being a woman but in that place they called me a boy so many times and that I would never be a normal girl that now I feel that there is a man inside of me.
since then I feel that I am not real, where I want to go I feel that they are going to despise me and I feel like a monster and at night I do not sleep thinking about everything that has happened in my life and I cannot believe for everything that I have had to go through and since that event and after so many times that I repeated to myself that I was actually born as a girl, I began to feel like a boy in the body of a girl who likes being a girl.
and sometimes I feel that I am a man but that I hate being one because I am too weak and pathetic, but I like being a woman but in that place they called me a boy so many times and that I would never be a normal girl that now I feel that there is a man inside of me.
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I think I did not explain myself well, so I would like to clarify things.
at school when I was younger everyone told me that I was a boy (biologically I am a girl, I was born a girl) so I fought with them and told them: I am a girl and I like being a girl and they told me: but you look like a boy because my mom forced me to wear short hair.
When I grew up they allowed me to have it long and I loved it, I loved femininity and since they repeated to me that I am a boy: now I feel that inside of me
at school when I was younger everyone told me that I was a boy (biologically I am a girl, I was born a girl) so I fought with them and told them: I am a girl and I like being a girl and they told me: but you look like a boy because my mom forced me to wear short hair.
When I grew up they allowed me to have it long and I loved it, I loved femininity and since they repeated to me that I am a boy: now I feel that inside of me
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there is a boy who loves being a WOMAN because I do like being a girl
