Have you been in denial of loving someone and sad when they left?

[happyfoetus]

[FootfetishistBoy]

I was friends with a girl which was also my university partner. She was beautiful and she really liked my company. We were always distracted when we studied together at campus and she always laughed at my jokes. And the great things was that she is from the same country and culture as mine. The problem tough was that i'm really bad at reading signals of love and interest. But the more we hanged out the more i loved her.

She problem tough is that she hated assignments and she was very lady at writing academics. And as a nerd in the subject and her best friends she asked me if I could do her assigments and she would give me money for it. I did many of her assignments but I refused to take her money. My love for her was so strong that I did for free.

But she never said those words, and I never said them. But she did however talk about what type of man she would marry. She said she would marry a man who is strong but also adventurous and far away from normal. It seemed crazy that she would discuss that topic to me. I didn't know if it was signal or not. But I loved her so much I would offer many things to be with her. But I couldn't tell her since I valued our friendship. Eventually i got so exhausted with the situation that I stopped texting her.

[MrCommodore]

Yes, I never told her.

[Nikki1989]

No, never.

[Anonymous]

Yes, I feel like that all the timem

[happyfoetus]

And what did you do about that

[Opinion Owner]

I focus on my goals. I want to be a parent. So I am saving up for surrogacy. It gives me something to focus on and a reason to live and work at something.

[SnowedIn]

Yes I have.

[happyfoetus]

And what did you do? Ever tried to make it right or self reflect?

[SnowedIn]

Move forward. When I've been in denial it's because that love couldn't work out. I knew it and they knew it. The sadness was a result of that. So, move forward being grateful for having had love.

[Bklynbadboy12]

Yes that's happened to me before. What about you

[collie22]

How did you know