Why did I come out genetically abhorrent yet my brother is handsome and my sister looks like a model?

I have a small head which already looks bad, and a small lower jaw with no chin. My face looks top heavy like it seems i have no jaw at all. I feel like my poor genetics are the cause for why i get bullied so much as I dont look manly and would better as a trans woman as I have the hands feet and head sizes of most women but i have a penis which hardly functions

Why did I come out genetically abhorrent yet my brother is handsome and my sister looks like a model?
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