Girl's Behavior

One of the insecure part of my life story?

Well, the reason Im very insecure bcoz I love a girl, but I didn't tell her and will never tell her because it's impossible for me to marry her , for many factors like she is rich beautiful and her parents don't like me.

Now the main point (for my current issue) is she has lots of Facebook and Instagram followers and friends, she got likes (reaction) from almost everyone like , even sharing a stupid meme.

Whereas I don't get much react on my any other platform , even if I share meme, everyone just shuts.

Now I don't know why I'm jealous of her social media success, but I got 2 reasons

1. I'm very lonely, and that's why it triggers me why she receives attention and not me.

2. I get jealous because I can sense she has lots of options, and everyone likes her and deep down I know she can never be mine , and I got jealous because every guy is after her.

In conclusion, though I perhaps know the reason given up above , but please advice me (but not advising me to leave social media as I have job), advice me that how to take everything normally , or what do u think I should do?

I'm actually alone , so that's why Im asking strangers for advice

One of the insecure part of my life story?
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