Why do people think I'm mean?

[Anonymous]

Why do people think I'm mean? I get told I'm a b*tch, mean, and recently I have been told I am evil. I tell people the way it is the way I see it, and yet I'm the bad guy. I really just want to die, after getting in a fight with my parents last night I just feel like no one wants me or loves me and like I am worthless and ruin everyone's life. My step dad told me I am evil and a liar I never lied, but he trusts the other people that told him I lied, he also said that when I moved out he should have listened to what people told him and never let me back in the house. I'm really depressed he did apologize later when he calmed down, but that doesn't make it hurt any less. NO matter what I do I'm always bad and whatever I do is never good I could give presents to the poor, and something bad would happen, and every time something good happens something bad follows, I gave up on having fun because it never lasts and quickly follows with a rude awakening of "YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD BE HAPPY?" I have been contemplating hurting myself but I can't bring myself to do it, I feel like the worlds sh*ttiest person ever.

[BERRYawesome]

They just can't handle the truth. Now there is a way in which someone can tell another person the truth. If your being nasty about it and saying it at inappropriate times, then I would understand why they would be angry with you. But don't beat yourself up over it keep telling the truth but only when it's asked of you. If not just ignore people and do you because people only listen to what they want to hear. As for your parents... they're not the enemy just sit down and let them know that if they're going to take everyone's word over yours they're just as immature as the ones spreading crap about you. Communication baby, It's all about communication.

[LovelyLace]

Forgive the question, I mean I have been in a similar position and every time someone asked me this I got pretty annoyed but, why did you go back?

I mean I understand if you couldn't support yourself or something but it kind of sounds like being there is just as threatening to your life if you really feel like you want to die.

[Asker]

i only went back because I had to. I was on my own and the landlords were harassing us, the enviroment wasn't good, so we moved to my grandmas where web were threatened and harassed by my uncle, and we were kicked out by my grandma so we had no choice. plus cost of living is expensive we can't afford anything, thousand dollars for a studio, we barely scrape by.

[LovelyLace]

That sounds pretty tough, do you have any plans for the future?

[Asker]

trying to write a book to move to a different state and get a house

[LovelyLace]

Whats the book about?

[Asker]

it's a book about, two kids moving to a new town, and things don't seem right in the new town they are in.

[LovelyLace]

things don't seem right? how?

[Asker]

well if I told you thatd defeat the point of reading the book lol

[LovelyLace]

Alright, you win lol, but it sounds really interesting.

[9krystal23]

When ever I say something nice they always think I'm mean. I been called a bitch many times even when I say something back just to defend myself to make my self feel better. When ever talk they think I'm flushes.

[booyah]

1st off, you are definitely not a bad person, the fact that you care about what others think is all the proof there, secondly people can easily be misunderstood, doesn't mean they are evil. the people that call you evil, did you ever ask them why they thought that? you may be able to explain to them your good intentions :), hope this helps

[Anonymous]

Is everyone saying that or is it just a couple of people?

[Asker]

just a few people I think its mainly family, ik there's basically a whole church that hates me.

[Asker]

i've only been to the church a couple times and never said anything there.

[Opinion Owner]

The reason why I asked that question is that if it's just a few people, you can write that off as the problem being them. However, if a lot of people are saying that, there has to be some truth to it and self reflection is needed.