Emotionally unavailable?

[Hood4636]

I have a problem with feeling my emotions , I have had shit happen like two of my brothers are dead from separate situations.

I am in a relationship and I have been called a nacarasist not only by her but by others in the past. I can see where they are Right but I dont wanna fake emotions any more. How is this possible?

[Giggletr0n]

Some people distance themselves rather than deal with a traumatic situation, if you do that often enough then all you will feel is empty by default. Your easiest bet is to either seek councelling, you could have a lot of backed up emotions just waiting to come out, or just ignore haters and move on.

[Chaoseverywhere]

your emotions are just numbed from those events. You're not a narcissistic... maybe. You prob have PTSD, or cPTSD, or BPD. Most likely PTSD or CPTSD.

[Hood4636]

I can see that I have also had bad runs ins with cops and secual abuse but those events didn't phase like their passing my older brother died of a drug overdose and younger brother of a crotchrocket vs van accident died of blunt forced trauma (crushed trunk)

[Chaoseverywhere]

yeah stuff that happens to you, you can phase it out because you're a strong individual. But death of 2 brothers in such an unfair way.. you either go down the severe depression path or numbed your emotions so you can move on... I can't remember what happened but i've been numbed like this for 10+ years.

[Kweencelene]

Did you have closure when your brothers passed away? Did you cry or not cry at all..
The whole emotion thing is connected to your brothers i believe.. but why do they call you a narccist? Do you manipulate her? Do you always think you're right?

[Hood4636]

I think I didn't have proper closure besides just accepting the fact that they are both gone and they left in very harsh ways. Ways they did not deserve. I guess I am very charming , but I do not think I'm always right. I guess I have also been told you are suppose to love your self in this case I don't what these means or feels like I was never told I had to do this. So I never tried to.

[Patsfan12344]

I lost 2 of my brothers and one of them passed away a few months ago and my girlfriend is on me and she keeps asking if I’m ok and I hate it cause I’m afraid I’m gonna end up crying and I’m not gonna stop I have a problem with dealing with this stuff and I’m not sure

[Hood4636]

Mine are fairly old cases sorry for your loss by the way. It's a tough road I wish on nobody but then I sit back and wonder how my parents feel. But this is not about them at the moment. I know the feeling of being asked if I'm ok. But it's ok to cry but like you I rather do it behind closed doors.

[Patsfan12344]

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[Hood4636]

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[Hood4636]

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[Patsfan12344]

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[Hood4636]

On facebook ill change the settings try adding me on messenger