so there’s this guy who lives very far from me, and i haven’t seen him in person in almost two years. but him and i still text each other every single day since
first of all, him and i have this very intense sexual connection. we, together, discovered that we were into a lot of extreme kinks and fantasies, so bad that nobody else knows about them but us
although that may seem like it’s the only thing that’s holding us together, and maybe it is now, but i remember about a year ago he seemed to have these very intense feelings for me, which started with sending me sweet paragraphs and such. eventually, it turned to an obsession, and he pressured me to try long distance with him, saying he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, always arguing, him threatening to end his life over me.
but then out of nowhere, these feelings he seemed to had randomly shut off completely. i figured because campuses were re opening, he started getting distracted with school and meeting new girls on campus
but even then, we never stopped texting each other every day, its like weird
i guess a part of it is because of our strong sexual desires for each other, some nights we spend literal hours just staying in and sexting each other, saying different fantasies and scenarios in our heads. whenever i talk to another guy, he wants to know every sexual detail with them, such as asking me to send him the same nudes i’ve sent to other guys, and recording sex tapes for him, but still acts mad when i talk about other guys or tells me not to answer my dms. but he literally talks about other girls all the time. he tried to promise me that if we ever date other people in the future, we would still have to cheat on them for each other, which he’s already done for me.
though, most of our conversations are also just us talking as friends as well, and i’m still the first person he would go to if he was in trouble
i’m kind of confused at this point on what this even is.
first of all, him and i have this very intense sexual connection. we, together, discovered that we were into a lot of extreme kinks and fantasies, so bad that nobody else knows about them but us
although that may seem like it’s the only thing that’s holding us together, and maybe it is now, but i remember about a year ago he seemed to have these very intense feelings for me, which started with sending me sweet paragraphs and such. eventually, it turned to an obsession, and he pressured me to try long distance with him, saying he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, always arguing, him threatening to end his life over me.
but then out of nowhere, these feelings he seemed to had randomly shut off completely. i figured because campuses were re opening, he started getting distracted with school and meeting new girls on campus
but even then, we never stopped texting each other every day, its like weird
i guess a part of it is because of our strong sexual desires for each other, some nights we spend literal hours just staying in and sexting each other, saying different fantasies and scenarios in our heads. whenever i talk to another guy, he wants to know every sexual detail with them, such as asking me to send him the same nudes i’ve sent to other guys, and recording sex tapes for him, but still acts mad when i talk about other guys or tells me not to answer my dms. but he literally talks about other girls all the time. he tried to promise me that if we ever date other people in the future, we would still have to cheat on them for each other, which he’s already done for me.
though, most of our conversations are also just us talking as friends as well, and i’m still the first person he would go to if he was in trouble
i’m kind of confused at this point on what this even is.
