Had an alcohol mishap last night that involved the police. How do I keep moving forward?

Inthecraphole
I was home alone last night, and I was feeling really depressed. I then drank 151 proof alcohol on top of 4 drinks I had. I was slurring my speech severely and could barely stand. I felt like I was gonna blackout.

I decided to call 911, which prompted the mobile crisis hotline and then the sheriff's department showed up at my door. I was severely inebriated and they put my in handcuffs and took me to the hospital.

My mother came and got me shortly after and took me home.

I just feel like my life is doomed and I am going to end up alone. I feel socially inept with women. I cannot get over a woman's romantic past, so I am likely to be alone for life on that too. I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before.
Had an alcohol mishap last night that involved the police. How do I keep moving forward?
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