Can any man handle a free woman?

[Xndidhr]

I am a loner and have been for at lease a decade now. Ever since high school. I was sitting alone at lunch. I was very depressed.

Years ago i cut all contact and ran from my parents who were abusive and i was threatened to be killed. I am not perfect. I know i could have been a better child and person whatever. But i chose freedom over being abused and having my soul kicked ths shit out of and me being destroyed by my parents. I became homeless. This is a horrible thing. But on the bright side... I chose to be free.
Thats one thing about a loner. We chose to be free over being chained, whether we have dealt with very bad situations or more mild ones... We chose freedom. I have no friends and no family and it hurts, some times more than others. It is very lonely at times. It's something many will probably never experience nor can relate to except by intellectually trying to. Nor are many likely willing to chose freedom over being with certain family/friends. Belonging.

I dont belong.

This is probably the free-est a woman can be. I dont have premarital sex and i am waiting for a good strong man. Im
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