Im better than 95% of men, objectively, but internally I still feel like a beta?

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Guys it isn't hard to be top 5 out of 100. Being the top 5 out of 10,000 is whats hard
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Half of you are fat. Another half of you are low iq. Another half are short. Another half are cowards. Literally being the opposite of you is why Im in the top 5%. NOT HARD.
Im better than 95% of men, objectively, but internally I still feel like a beta?
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