There’s this boy who I’ve been obsessed with for about a year now. This summer was the first time we ever met although I already knew everything about him. The first time we hung out it was at his friends and we got drunk and we made out but then I had to leave. He invited me again like the following weekend and we got drunk again and he drove me to the top of a parking garage and we talked for a bit. We made out and then we went back to his friends driveway and got into a random unlocked car. A few moments later I gave him head, mainly bc I thought he would like me or be obsessed with me if i did because he said he’s never gotten it before. The day after we were talking and he was telling me how he doesn’t want to date anyone anytime soon and I was very understanding, I just wish I knew before. He never starts a convo with me and he’s apparently a mean and sarcastic dude (coming from his friends) but whenever we talk, it’s like he’s just a nonchalant but friendly loser. He swiped up on my story when I asked if anyone wanted to come over and that was the first time he’s ever said something to be first, and it was him saying “otw”. I don't know why i’m so fucking obsessed with this man. Anyways, can anyone think of something, i just don’t think he’s interested in me but i keep making excuses for him and being delusional😔
Does He Just Wanna Fuck?
