Guy's Behavior

Does anyone else this or i'm just a weirdo?

i worked for a walmart for a few months back in 2018 some times i looked up people i used to work with on facebook. just to see how there lives are.

one girl who was my age back then was a lesbian i had a crush on here she moved to north carolina few years ago has a family now.

a lot of the people i worked with are married now.

here i'm i still dont drive never dated depressed about my dad dieing back in 2016 feeling like i wasted 5 years of my life at my job where the money is good but i hate the job.

Does anyone else this or i'm just a weirdo?
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