Why are men so mean? They say we're gullible but that's because we love them and trust them and don't expect to be lied to. They tell us they love us and then do and say such mean things like when my 1st boyfriend raped me and when Travis told me no wonder I was raped because I don't put out. They use facades and prey on our vulnerabilities to get our attention. My first boyfriend knew that he'd be the very first guy to ever make me feel lovable instead of laughable since I'm trans and that that simple fact would make me tolerate so much verbal, physical, and sexual abuse. It's so so sad when a man you love and are super excited to be with shocks you with such meanness and pain
It makes me feel like not only is there no sweet guy for me but that there's no sweet men at all
