I don't know why I'm so uninterested?

Anonymous

I've been hooking up with this guy (a coworker) but he's been insistent to sleep with me. However, I'm a virgin ( he claims he is too) and I have to intention to loose it to him.

He's cute and all but he only ever takes late at night when he wants to come over. Don't get me wrong I know we're only fuck buddies, without the fucking, but I'm just not interested. I don't even feel shy in front of him. Is something wrong with me?

Additional context: I'm a freshman in college and he's a high school senior. I started school early so he's older than me.

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3 mo
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When we were working before he briefly mentioned a girlfriend, and now he claims they've already broken up but he "doesn't want to talk about it". And I also thought he was lying about being a virgin, but tbh he's really clumsy, and kinda sucks in bed (he's also small).
I don't know why I'm so uninterested?
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