What should I do in my next chapter in life against anxiety?

I think my next few years will be hell, the worst ever and I think one day, I will be trying to... yes

My parents talking about finding me a job and to go to barber lessons or finding a job and get busy, along with my last year in high school. .. but I can't, we're only guys in class, it's separated and I'm afraid of girl.. I have anxiety like horrible and I can't go to college... oh fuck, they want me to do something in life and can't. .. I just can't, there are things in my life that I changed due to my anxiety, like I left 1 year off just to switch to residentual school just coz it's easier and has less students and doesn't have much girls if I graduate.. parents always talk how guys find jobs and live.. but fuck them.. I don't care
What should I do in my next chapter in life against anxiety?
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