I don't want to take my antipsychotic anymore. What do I do?

A different website isn't working, so I'm going to attempt to get feedback here.

I have schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, which is basically schizophrenia and bipolar together, but... it's a complicated diagnosis. Anyway, I really don't want to take my antipsychotic because even though it relaxes me a lot, I don't want to be relaxed because I have things that I NEED to be worried about. This is just making me vulnerable- very, very vulnerable. What do I do?
I don't want to take my antipsychotic anymore. What do I do?
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