I don't get excioted by anything anymore, am I going crazy?

[Tomsta]

For the past few years i've noticed that i just don't get excited by anything anymore, i do have hobbies that i like doing but whenever an event to do with it comes up i'm like "Yeah it'll be fun" but that's it the prospect doesn't excite me anymore. I look forward to things becuase it's something different to do, but i don't actually get giddgy or hyped up about things anymore

I'm actually starting to not show emotion at all; yes i have been diagnosed with depression i had it for 3 years and even though i feel like i beaten for the most part it still affects me every now and then (It was only mild depression). The only thing in my life that hasn't gone the way i want it to is my love life i am still unable to get a girl despite constant trying. And a stupid as it sounds, that's all i want (A grilfriend)

Am i going crazy?

[Decentguy]

its normal for a person who has depression, i sometimes like this and i dont know what to do at that moment, i would suggest you to try to talk to some people at that moment like your any family member. and it dosen't sounds crazy that all you want is a girlfriend. you are going through depression you deserve a loyal girlfriend who cheer you up and keep you happy.

[Tomsta]

I've beaten my depression for the most part, and i should point out i've NEVER had a girlfriend. Also I'm sure my friends are sick of me going on about wanting a girlfriend by now

[Decentguy]

look if your friends dont understand your problems and your depression then they are not your friends believe me. its better to be alone than to be with those type of people.

[Tomsta]

I'm not saying they don't understand, they do; i'm sure they are just annoyed that i keep bringing it up

[Decentguy]

its ok, i can understand, why dont you use any dating app to find any girl?

[Tomsta]

I've been on POF since i was 18 and Tinder since i was 20, got a date or two from them but nothing more

[Decentguy]

hmm, i know its very hard to deal with depression. but i would say just hold on, your day will come.

[Tomsta]

I'm beginning to loose hope and patience but i'm scared about turning into a bitter, cold hearted person

[Decentguy]

dont loose hope man, tell me one thing are you on your depression pills?

[Tomsta]

No i'm not, i'm not that bad, and depression pills don't actually really work all it does it supress hormones...

[Decentguy]

yeah your absolutely right about the depression pills. its good that you dont take any depression pills, i would strongly suggest you to go to gym. because going to gym will help you and your mental health as well. because exercise helps boost the immune system

[Decentguy]

thanks for the MHO :)

[Mesonfielde]

Sounds like depression!

Oh, you said you're diagnosed with depression.

Well, if you have hobbies, you just have to find a girl who shares your passion to a certain extent.

[archiz]

No I rarely get hyped about anthng...
Because mainly I do have everything and if I wanna try or want smthng new I really don t have that much trouble getting it.

[apple24]

No you need to do something else than your normal hobby... like instead of playing the guitar try something new rock climbing?

[Tomsta]

I did rock climbing for 2 years while at uni, i also don't have the spare time to do any more hobbies due to a full time job as well

[apple24]

Oh thats tough! Is rock climbing fun?

[Tomsta]

I had a blast when i did it at uni yeah

[apple24]

lol how old are u! hahah

[Tomsta]

I'm 23

[apple24]

oh wow... seriously!

[Tomsta]

Yes, why do you sound surprsied

[apple24]

just am! You sounds like you done everything already!