Last night I successfully meditated for the first time and it was amazing, yet I had the most realist nightmare?

[Belshels34]

I meditated last night and it was amazing, then I fell into a great sleep. However, I just woke up now so RELIEVED that my dream was not real. I had strangled my own friend for no reason, then chopped up her body and thrown it away. And the anxiety and guilt was so intense and felt so real. Now I have woke up I just want to cry because it was awful and I thought meditation made you happy, peaceful etc.

[Nomad69]

Meditation may leave you vulnerable to evil or the supernatural or something cause I had a crazy sleep paralysis episode after meditating one time, ain't nobody got time for that!

[Belshels34]

EW!! What thats terrifying

[Nomad69]

@Belshels34 I seen a figure in my room and felt it scratching my chest and when I tried to scream for help it said in a really deep voice, they can't help you. I started to pray and it slowly faded away. I once saw Anubis the Egyptian lord of the underworld I believe in a dream and the next day I found out my uncle died that night, according to google people see him when someone is about to pass it creeped me out. I have had a feeling or sensation of someone pulling or touching my feet probably 15 times in the past 3 years now I always wrap the blankets around my feet to make sure, sometimes I'm so creeped out I sleep with the light on.

[Belshels34]

Whatttt thats crazy!!! I am so creeped out

[Nomad69]

@Belshels34 Not all bad I had sex dreams that felt real with a women riding cowgirl and once I dreamt I was floating in my bed and felt like I was going to cum for like an hour it felt amazing!

[jakeofalltrades]

meditation can some negative effects including hallucinations

[Belshels34]

Do you know what it means?

[Nomad69]

Really what about sleep paralysis? or vivid demonic dreams?

[apple24]

Oh wow! Maybe something scarring u!

[Belshels34]

It was horrible

[OrangeBoy]

Interesting. when did you hadd the last nightmare?