Last night I successfully meditated for the first time and it was amazing, yet I had the most realist nightmare?

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I meditated last night and it was amazing, then I fell into a great sleep. However, I just woke up now so RELIEVED that my dream was not real. I had strangled my own friend for no reason, then chopped up her body and thrown it away. And the anxiety and guilt was so intense and felt so real. Now I have woke up I just want to cry because it was awful and I thought meditation made you happy, peaceful etc.
Last night I successfully meditated for the first time and it was amazing, yet I had the most realist nightmare?
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