Should I take Salvia?

[SEX-BEFOK]

I feel so lost in life, like I don't know who I am. I also wonder why I'm here and sometimes I feel like I just want to die. I still hang with friends, smoking cigarettes and w**d, drinking and going to clubs. When I'm out however I don't really have fun. I'm constantly thinking negative of myself and feel like people are judging me. I've started to kind of believe that things happen for a reason or like life is a script.

I discovered salvia online and read about the experiences that people have had. Out of body experiences and being in alternate reality's. I've watched videos and it just looks really stupid i. e the way you act. I've also read that coming out of the high makes you depressed etc. I'm hoping that salvia can give me a different view of things and maybe help me find myself or point me in a direction.

So do you think I should try it?

[madhatters4]

i wouldn't really suggest salvia. it's not much mroe different than weed and it does have some negative effects if consumed significantly (to get those outer body experiences you mentioned)

i'd suggest Psilocybin (magic mushrooms). get a batch from someone who you know others have taken some from (to know they are safe, although almost all are). you will get much more of the experience you suggested. for me after taking shrooms i felt like, I just felt like i knew myself better, what i wanted, what i needed, what would make me happy... and since i do feel like my trip put me on a life path that makes me most content

i don't really like advocating drugs but based on what you suggested you want i'd suggest mushrooms over salvia