Am I going to be a person who has psychological problems?

[Anonymous]

Im 18 years old woman who is still at highschool, i love researching, reading and learning new things so much. i am get on well with people who is older than me but not my equals. i have friends at school of course but they dont instered in what i like, i dont like what they instered too. I know much about history but i can't tell about it with people. they usually dont listen me or know what i am talking about. i was at depression summer of this year, i was crying, shouting so much. i had problems abut control my nerves too. they became lihter but i couldnt get rid of the bad feelings. i dont have friends who i can talk with. i feel so alone. because of that i attach people so quickly.
even i saw a tourist boy last agust and i couldnt forget he behaved friendly to me ( he came to the shop where i work)
he has the most beautiful face i have ever seen. i cried because of him for days. coz i didn't have people who i can talk and he behaved friendly to me.
what can i do for my situation?

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hey,?

[Kraftmuppen]

We all go through tough times like this. You might just need some self help stuff like meditation or some knowledge on spirituality. Otherwise you can always seek help. It might help to just talk it out. Or maybe they'll give you some pill depending on how easily they give those out in your country. Either way you're gonna be fine.

[Asker]

thank you :) i started to do yoga 2-3 times a week. it really helps but it is just for a few hours. i dont have much time to do more

[Kraftmuppen]

That's great. The benefits will only get more and more clear as you continue doing stuff like yoga, mindfulness etc.

[VesatileMarie]

Oh man, you HAVE to get out there, in some way, shape or form, you need a social anchor. This is a process honestly, i dont know how to explain it simply without knowing you/how you are on a day to day basis

[Asker]

i know it. i have problems with my family, tihs year is so important for me coz im preparing for university exams in my country

[VesatileMarie]

Yea same here, try to get through exams then look for help with your problem :)