Am I a psychopath?

[Anonymous]

6 months ago, the love of my life of 6 years shot herself in the head, and I came home and found her on the dining room floor. Now my sister is losing her mind and possibly doing drugs. Her and my parents have screaming matches all the time, and it's absolutely destroying them.
I'm seemingly losing everyone I love, but I'm still happy as a clam. Life is fucking good man, and I have no idea why.

What I've been through is enough to completely destroy most people, but I'm not even phased. I'm a little concerned that there might be something wrong with me

[Shamalien]

This is a known phenomenon. Subconsciously, you have decided not to process any of this because you can’t afford to. It would destroy you. Either that or you’re on strong meds.

sorry to hear this though…you are a very strong person to be able to bear this and continue on, but someday you will likely have to process this.

[Asker]

That's interesting, I think you might be right. I'm probably in for some shit down the road. Thank you for your perspective and kind words

[Ben487]

You might be in shock and this hasn’t hit yet. But if you carry on completely unfazed then yeah you are probably a psychopath…not all psychopaths act out badly. Just try and stay on good behavior.

[Asker]

Very true. I hope it's just shock