How can I come to terms with my habit of crossdressing, I'm going nuts over this?

I'm a on again, off again crossdresser. It's like being hooked on alcohol and drugs.

I'm fine, then I see something in women's clothing at the store and rush takes over. It becomes a must have. Then I go nuts on a shopping spree.

Then a few months later I'm throwing it out or donating it. I swear that I'm done with crossdressing and I'll never do it again.

I'm good for a while and the cycle of crossdressing starts over again.

How can I stop or except it? It has to be one or the other. I've been struggling with this since I was in grade school.

I wasted so much money, time and grief.

Is there support groups like Alcohol Anonymous or someting.

I'm 46 and going insane.
How can I come to terms with my habit of crossdressing, I'm going nuts over this?
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