I did drugs but never suffered from addiction?

[emilym12345]

I literally did not like they way they made me feel. I thought I was dying every time I got stoned or drunk I would just throw it up.

I do have a very bad psychological addiction to don’t laugh, psychic apps.

[Lost_in_the_Woods]

That's awesome. I wish I didn't enjoy drugs.

Psysic apps are way cheaper. Safer. Not illegal... Drugs would pretty much suck if you don't like the way they make you feel. I'm actually jealous.

I tried this website called Bible dice that just shows a random scripture but, I didn't find it very helpful. Sometimes it seemed like good advice, sometimes it just kicked me when I was down. Sometimes I had no idea what it was on about. Overall, it didn't feel like someone was helping me.

I gave up on that, and now I use my clock as a magic 8 ball. Even means yes, odd means no. 5 counts as yes too. I wish I had a real magic 8 ball but, it's close enough. 🤷🏼‍♂️

Honestly, I used to think psysic apps were ridiculous, but I can't say I have a better plan.

We all need someone to ask when we don't know. For most people it's probably a parent, grandparent, or partner, but tbh I bet the psysic app is usually just as accurate. 🤣

I don't see a problem with that. It helps to have a guide to follow. Sometimes that alone matters more than what path you take.

Drugs are great, but sometimes they aren't. They have steered me wrong plenty of times. They are always expensive. And I've never ended up laying in a parking lot while total strangers argue over whether I'm going to jail or not because I read too much of an app.

I've always enjoyed drugs, but I quit because the downsides of failing the test outweigh the short term benefits right now.

Might try the app though.

Are there any perticular ones you recommend?

[emilym12345]

Psychics are very expensive most of them are fraudulent or tell you what you want to hear. It’s horrible

[emilym12345]

If you download keen I say talk to rose of angels she never lies.

[emilym12345]

Like i outed this dude as a rapist and she knew it was just for revenge

[Lost_in_the_Woods]

Lol, if they aren't free I'm going to stick to the magic clock guide.

But if someone is a rapist you should let other people know. There is no bad reason.

[Lost_in_the_Woods]

I talk to cleverbot. It usually just trolls me but at least it doesn't charge me money

[emilym12345]

Seventh sense psychics is free I use that but sometimes they are not good

[Lost_in_the_Woods]

I will try it out. xP

[Anonymous]

Drugs would be better for your mind.

I suggest you look within yourself and ask yourself what you are getting out of this behavior and why you are doing it.

Perhaps you have fears about the future and these lies are comforting?

It is all nonsense though so it would be best if you stopped involving yourself in such things.

You mentioned in another post about religion being part of your childhood, this is just more of the same thing, lies and nonsense which some people get comfort from.

You dont need it.

The good thing anything connected to religion ever offered was the serenity prayer and thats because its nothing to do with religious dogma, its just good advice, so try to be mindful of that.

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference."

Works better if you remove God from it though. Its not about faith in a higher power its about you, being mindful and present and managing your emotional state and focusing your thoughts and efforts in a productive direction.

You should never ask God/s for help because its not real and it isn't going to change anything and you should also never give credit to other people or Gods for your own achievements.

You are responsible for all of the things that you did and if you dont like the outcome of your choices then you should make different choices in future.

[NathanDavis]

well you got lucky...

some people try all kinds of drugs once or a few times... and they won't end up depending and addicted to these substances

meanwhile others will try them the same, but they will just keep going for more and more, and well... end up tragically hooked up and addicted till gets really bad

so yeah, this is very good and quite lucky

about the psychic apps well... not sure how bad that can get and who knows, maybe one of these days you hit the lottery and win lots of money

[NathanDavis]

and I didn't laugh... but I did half-chuckle

[GoodGuyBreakingBad]

I'm happy for you my cousin has been a drug addict since age 17
and she's age 63, goes to methadone clinics, she is always
misplacing things , it is very hard to live with her, she sells pills
she's also hooked on xanax , a Benzo type of drug

[Jlegacy]

I really enjoyed reading this. Many people make it sound like once one gets addicted, you can break the hold. They use it to sell addictions like sex, booze and drugs. I don't buy it.

[Jlegacy]

You can't*

[exitseven]

If you did not like the way they made you feel, why did you keep taking them? How are you feeling now? Do you have a fitness routine?

[emilym12345]

I drink socially maybe once or twice a month? But drugs like 6 years from that’s shit. Although I smoked with this guy max who I had been friend zoning for 10 years. It was awful nope never again

[exitseven]

okay

[IcedLemonade]

I never got addicted either. It's just something to do in the moment

[IcedLemonade]

For me. Others do get addicted

[Andres77]

My addiction was sex.
It made me do some crazy gross shyt.

[Dog87]

Omg stfu I have numerous I don't get what it is with them they never work for me.

[Shy_Steve]

I drank alcohol when I was younger but never got addicted to it and I don't drink today.

[Vivaldi]

Alcohol is so fucking addictive. How did you not get addicted to it after starting it?

[Shy_Steve]

@Vivaldi I never liked the taste, It just makes me feel sick when I drink alcohol.

[Vivaldi]

Who drinks for the taste? I drink to get drunk but I put myself in danger when I am drunk.

[Vivaldi]

When drunk, you can do more things than you can do sober.

[Better_off_here]

a lot of people tried drugs but as far as being addicted to psychic apps there could be the worst things to be addicted to.

[sattii2607]

It's good you never got addicted to any of them. Stay that way and try to stay away from them forever if possible.

[Anonymous]

Thats very positive and i would advice to dont do it again

[Wise4myage]

Consider yourself lucky.

[FreeOhSeven]

Addiction has many faces

[Cowboy6666]

If you werent addicted then you are lucky girl

[yucel_eden]

You need therapy

[emilym12345]

I already have it thanks

[Lost_in_the_Woods]

You're doing way better than the people who are so stuck in the loop they say anyone who gets out of it needs help.

I worry about those people.

They need the help more than anyone but they are never going to get it. . .

Nobody should be happy with the way things are. Anyone who is, is probably damaged beyond repair.

They tried to call me crazy. The doctors said It was normal to react to the level of stress I face and most people would struggle just to make it through the day. They said they'd be more worried if I didn't.

And they know. They see real crazy every day.

[msc545]

Ok fair enough