I'm eating the cushion from my sister mattress, how do I stop?

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about 10 years ago a family member died and i don't know why I started eating sponges. I started by eating used kitchen sponges then went to bras when I was out of it and when I got a job I'd buy brand new packs and just eat them.

currently I'm eating my sister's mattress and I tried to take the cotton filling from regular pillows to try to even out her mattress since you now can feel the missing spots in her mattress. it's a mattress from ikea and I was thinking about buying her a new one to make up for the damage I've done so far she hasn't said anything but im afraid that she will try to say something when she comes home to a new mattress also I don't know how to stop because as you can imagine I'm ashamed to talk about this addiction with people from real life. so guys what do I do? it's like I can't stop but I don't want to completely ruin her bed
I'm eating the cushion from my sister mattress, how do I stop?
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