Is there a Mental Disorder that makes you a failure in everything you do?

Before I explain my question, I need to point out that not everyone has the ability and availability to reach a therapist or psychiatrist.

I know people here aren’t doctors but maybe you can help me figure it some how!

Mental Disability
Mental Disability
  • okay, I’m 26 years old and I failed in everything I do.
  • I dropped out of university years ago, I didn’t get a job.
  • My health is in the lower average because I’m really underweight and I smoke cigarettes a lot.

The thing that always stops me to start doing anything is a combination of many different things like Fear, Anger, Frustration, Low self esteem, family related issues (not huge) and over thinking.

All of these things make me feel like a disabled person mentally because I can’t seem to control it and I had it since childhood.

I also feel like a baby, A useless adult.

anyways, I’m hoping to find a person who can relate and give me an advice that is really within my capability.

sorry for my grammar & Thank you in Advance.

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After reading my question, I can honestly say that I didn’t know how to explain what I’m going through properly.
English isn’t my first language, so please when reading it try looking at it a little deeper.
Is there a Mental Disorder that makes you a failure in everything you do?
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