Am I an asshole if I cancel a $1k eBay order due to buyer’s remorse?

made a 1k purchase last night on ebay for screen accurate chucky doll. Something I wanted since I was a kid. Its been like 10 hrs so im not sure if can use the "purchase made by mistake" excuse. I was just gonna be honest and say I spent money I shouldn't have. Would you as a seller be frustrated with me? I really fucking want this chucky doll but I don't have a job, and I just spent 1k on something i dont need that I could have used on food and bills instead.

Am I an asshole if I cancel a $1k eBay order due to buyer’s remorse?
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