When I smoke weed im emotionally numb, does anyone else experience this too?

Evan_aa
When im not under the influence i am a very sensitive emotional person, but when i smoke weed i have nothing but good vibes. Like if somone called me ugly or stupid while i was sober i would be very hurt because all my life people have called me stupid and ugly even though im on the A honor roll and people call me pretty all the time, i would usually cry over the harsh opinions of others regarding myself, however if someone called me stipid or ugly while i was high i wouldn't give a shit, i genuinely wouldn't care, at all, its like weed allows me to deflect anything negative force that trys to hurt me. I also become bolder and fearless when im high so im more likely to argue with someone which is weird because when im sober i never really argue with anyone because i hate arguments, i rather just surrender to you and let you have it to simply avoid arguing. And even when im not high , the after i still dont really care what no one has to say about me. I feel like weed has hepled me discover my self worth because i do t take shit from people any more, now nothing can hurt me.
Does weed make anyone else emotionally numb? ii

Oh by the way i just started smoking a month ago.
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Weed just makes me feel alive and happy, i feel like i can do anything, i crave for thse emotions because they are so foreign to me, i have suffered from depression ever since i was 8, ever since the bad thing happened with my father and im just now 1 year of being depressed free. Im 16. And i love this feeling that weed gives me, im doing so much better in general even when im not high.
When I smoke weed im emotionally numb, does anyone else experience this too?
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