I'm currently floating between 💚 and 💙
I can't select any hearts because I'm colorblind and the colors aren't labeled on my keyboard.
I fluctuate between doing pretty good and struggle. January-March are really tough on me but now I've worked through it and am into the "pretty good" phase.
It's very thoughtful of you to check on people. 😊😊
No, just enough to be pretty dysfunctional. Lol I can't tell red from green or green from beige, or blue from purple (according to how I've been tested). I can see colors but I can't identify them the way that normal visioned people can.
I honestly hate colors. Lol
Lol the only one of those that I know is the yellow one. Or maybe it's green. Like neon.
Well I'm glad you are doing good! I've always wondered about exactly what colorblind people saw when it came to colors.
Thank you @ShaTTeredMasterpeace
I'm not great at describing it but I try!
Between E and F but even if I become F completely, I won't reach out, I know what reaching out as a guy is like.
Do you know what it's like to have the cops come to your house because of something you wrote online, and spend a night in jail because it's late an it's easier than trying to contact your psychiatrist to see if you're truly a danger to yourself? Because I do. I also know what it's like to constantly get put on waiting lists for treatment because I'm male and they don't see me as a threat to myself, especially because I don't have scars from self harm, meanwhile watching any female come in and get immediate treatment.
Yeah lets not make this a gender thing. I'm sorry that you have to go through that, but everyone has a struggle. I'm a black woman living in America. We don't get taken seriously either, but I don't let it make me bitter. I really hope things start looking up for you
Wasn't intended as a gender thing but I understand that response, I'm used to it. I will cease.
At the moment I am fine, however as I know to well I can find my self in the express elevator to hell lol.
it’s just something you tend to light with, recognise the symptoms and bang in some comping mechanism
For sure. I'm glad you're good tho.
@ShaTTeredMasterpeace thanks, I have ups and downs, the downs can be fun lol, it’s amazing how your brain feeds of the negative side of things
Today I'm doing okay, mentally. I spent an hour sitting in a hard chair yesterday while my Mom was getting her physical. I could barely walk last night, I can barely walk today. At my age, it's depressing to have a setback like this, but I'm dealing with it like I've had to deal with everything else in my life.
Yikes. I'm sorry to hear that. Bright side of things is that you still have your mum around.
I am just studying all day and using social media. Its just that after my classes, I want to study but when I sit to study , I dont want to study. Its puzzling right. I wanna be free from studying but at the same time wanna study and score great.
Lol I remember those days! Being all set to get some work done and then actually sitting to do it and having all that readiness just dissipate lol smh
Life always feels like it sucks, and I constantly find myself wanting to be dead, I’m also supremely disappointed in my body, but hey what can you do, I just hope I’ll find a wife, but even then I shoot myself down saying no one would love me. But even while saying all that depressing stuff I can smile and “feel” happy, since I don’t get sad anyway. Why all that is I don’t know, but I live with it. So I would say I am insane most likely.
Oh, you know, ready to collapse into a sobbing heap.
I do have some peanut butter m&ms though so I have that going for me. 😊
Hopefully you are doing well and thank you for posting this!
Oh no. Not a sobbing heap! Is everything ok? And peanut butter M&Ms make everything better!
Feeling like shit atm but I've definitely been through worse.
Hope you're ok xx
I hope everyone's ok
I'm ok today. I hope you start feeling better soon! <3
Yeah, im not as bad as yesterday. I would say im 💚right now
I am the colorblind guy so I am not sure about the chart.
Otherwise I feel kind of depressed today. Thank you for asking me however. The isolation has been hard.
Yeah this pandemic and quarantine has not been kind to me.
F. But thats not something you can help with unless you are top notch at fixing problems rather than just being emotional support (I don't need emotional support, I need networking connections for accomplishing specific tasks so I can get what I want in life, not eveyone is an emotional wreck for no reason)
People like to talk about mental health like it's not situational/environmental, but in my case, it 100% is.
I tried to win back a girl i met a while ago who never responded to me ghosting her.. but she never actually asked what happened either.. so she's really cool and pretty and it made me realize I never had real options out there.
I have been trying to start over for a while.. clean my wounds and heal.. and now that i have the tools FINALLY after most oml.. i feel too late to start.. it takes 12 years at least to get going in my career, now i gotta take half of that time to get preped for it let alone my actual life.
So its annoying.. but now is a good time
Mines at a full 💙 right now.
I hope you find what you need to get through your struggle 🥰
Same to you! <3
My option isn't on here. I feel like shit, I reach out for support but find none.
Are you reaching out to the right sources? Do you have a support team or someone you can call on?
You seem sweet for doing a check in. I hope you feel better ♥️
Thank you! Same to you! <3
I’m dealing with the most extreme of both worlds right now I’m facing some really bad situations but have some really big blessings
Sounds about right. Those highs always come with some lows.
I do need to reach out for support but my options are limited and the results are negligible from past experience.
Don't stop trying!
doing ok but i know it's just a normal low that life comes with. it will go back up again. i'm confident about that. thanks for asking :)
how are you doing. this is not a cliché question. i invite you to answer truthfully if you wanna talk about something.
Such a positive way of looking at things!
We've talked before so I know you're truly genuine in your asking.
i don't even consider it overly positive. just realisitc. we can't have highs without having lows. happiness and sadnes are neccesary reference points that each one of them can not exist alone. when you're stuck in high or low, then likely something is very wrong xD so as long as it's going up and down, you're probably ok.
Having an amazing time here just hope my nation does a lockdown because we're the only European nation that doesn't do that. Stupid 🇸🇪.
Well I'm glad that you're doing well
I just had my first group therapy session since I was discharged from the hospital... I was skeptical at first but I actually liked it...
Also if anyone needs someone to talk to you can dm me
Really good. Thanks.
PS I don't get color psychology
Lol i don't think it's a major thing. Just some colors matched up with feelings. But glad you're doin good!
I'm better than I was late last year and earlier this year. Lonely. Depressed. Angry. Anxious. F**king wreck.
Well that's good! Hope it keeps getting better
I need a lime green heart option: I'm okay for the most part, but I definitely have my days where I'm struggling.
I'm doing pretty good now that I had my back fixed last year.
Thank you for asking. I'm doing okay. Now that there has been a bit of a shift in the world (where I live anyway) for the better, and I got to actually enjoy this past Easter with family that had all been vaccinated, it really did wonders for my mood. This past week was the first time in nearly a year and a half because I had stuff that prevented me from traveling late in 2019, that I actually talked to my friend about planning a real travel birthday vacation instead of just wishing we could. My circle of friends and close family have all blessfully been vaccinated, so it's time to start getting back to life again.
I hope that whatever you're going through, you can find some support to help you rise up the heart chart and just talk about it so you don't have to carry the weight of it on your shoulders.
Thank you so much. I appreciate your kind words. I'm glad you're doing well and got to spend time with fam