I'm starting a business doing graphite design online, so I'm saving up money to buy an apple ipad and its super costly but its something I need for work, atm I'm not working at a job cause I'm busy building up my portfolio and designs. So my sister only gives money to my mom (which I completely understand) is to support them. I also want to support my parents as well but atm I can't but its something I'm working on strongly. But when I ask for some financial help from my sister she refuses harshly and says no.. I hate to ask her for help as it makes me feel very inadequate about myself.. and I'm not asking for a lot of money, its probly $20-$50 I asked for but instead she will buy toys for her kids or something for herself.. I promised her that I would pay back..
But I'm starting to feel kinda sad cause I did give her money in the past when she didn't have a job and I did help out a lot... I spent money on her happily but when I ask her for money she hates it... I'm the younger sister and she is the oldest.
