Something Happened Yesterday and my feelings behind it?

[Light909090]

So Yesterday something happened and I don’t Want to Ever talk to anybody ever again. I used to be fine with talking to people but yesterday changed it for me.
You ever feel that way?

All the Time

I have before

[RosieMelts]

Yeah I have felt that way, but eventually I got “sorted out” into treating people respectably as the minimum, and don’t have expectations for them, much anymore. When gaming, is when I would get pissed at the ‘liberty’ other gamers would take with their words, matched with their stupidity in technique, or how they treat other people, in general.

In just some common banter everyone there says how they’d “mess up” a person yk, kind of for good.. and I would say it a few times too, but I realized:

”No Rosie… you wouldn’t do that. You know you could make them feel pain. You know anyone is capable of making another person feel pain. We aren’t that strong, but we live here once, and despite their twisted ways, they wouldn’t deserve that massive infliction of pain you just imagined. They wouldn’t deserve that ever.”

When I remember that I just respond to my conscience keeping me in check, “fineee. Let’s play the game and not let silly words affect us, or how they play. How they play is how they play- I can’t help stupidity.” 😂

So now I watch humans like I would observe kids being silly in their element. I laugh sometimes at the pure amusement, or just be like “k… I gotta go. Gotta do other important things, I’ll see y’all later.”

What was the purpose in me sharing all this?

That feeling you had wasn’t foreign. Take a break from whoever made you upset, if you need to (you may say it’s everyone, but I’m sure you only got to saying that when one person specifically broke the final straw of your camel’s back.)

It’s okay to be mad at them, but some people really are naive to what they do. Like you, I tend to think “well someone out of the 8 billion people has to treat people the way I do the same way and see the same values as I do.” With that reason alone, I try not to generalize people, but at this point I do know there’s a lot of people who just don’t see things the way I do. It’s fine; they are a unique human blueprint. Let them live out their time and leave out the vendettas. 🤷‍♀️

Hope it all goes well for you. How you respond next is ofc up to you.

[Guy13]

Nope but I have had "don't want to be around anyone" for 3 days...

[LazerBean]

Nope.