Would an early death be a blessing for me?

[LonelyAndBig]

I have been single all my life. Meanwhile, I am watching everyone around me get married and form new chapters of their lives with their new families.

In addition, my reputation has been tarnished and I have been having trouble keeping jobs because of it. It is a long story, and I rather not explain, but I did something a while back that has haunted me everywhere I go.

At least if I was going to be single for the rest of my life, I was hoping I could at least establish a wealthy career, but no. I have yet to hold a job for at least a year in my entire lifetime.

I am getting older. My parents are getting older of course. They are my rock, and when they are no longer here one day, I won't have a shoulder to cry on. I will be lost.

I have a feeling an early death will spare me from a life of loneliness and depression.

Yea

No

[NerdInDenial]

Life is more than just about being with women. The first-step is you need to change your mindset. The second step is ask yourself why do you want what you want? Why do you want to have a lot of money? What is a lot of money? What are you going to do with it? Another thing you may want to do is to shift to a new field or career path to shed the "ruined" reputation. Most importantly, be physically active; when you get into better shape, you will look better and feel better and you will get better reactions from people.

[Anonymous]

Remember, life is what you make of it.