As a child I never once believed I would grow into an adult. I had two problems that could have killed me at age 9, and a problem that could have killed me at age 11 and a problem that could have killed me at age 14 and a problem that could have killed me at age 19 and again at 20. At age 30 I had a stalker who almost killed me too - now he is broke and has a brain injury and he tells outrageous lies like making the claim I wanted to rape a 30 year old man. He is too stupid even to tie his laces so I don't have to worry about him anymore. At 32 I had a medical condition that did not hurt me but put my life in danger and I had another problem at 33 and 34. But it seems as I age, I'm safer, less likely to die, and maybe the reason I did not believe I would live as a child is that I was not meant to live to adulthood. God lengthened my life when He saw how religious I was and how I behaved in my life. If God did not lengthen my life, I would have died at age 9.
Do you think God lengthened my life when the original birth mandate was I would die young?
