Why did God make me? I didn't ask to be born. I'm suffering too much here. I wish I never existed. I think that would make things a whole lot better?

Anonymous

I hate everything about life, I hate waking up and realizing I’m alive, everything angers me and annoys me. All I think about is my mistakes and how I need to work 40+ years to survive. I feel uncomfortable in my body knowing I have breasts and other sexual body parts I wish i was just a soul instead. My father constantly reminding me how Im not good enough. Sometimes I want to tell him I wish he told my mother to abort me because he obviously hates me. Im unlovable and not enough for anything ever. I compare my life with others and all I ever do is cry.

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8 mo
Anyone else ever feel this way? How does anyone get through these thoughts everyday. Praying to god to better there situation but it only stays the same.
Why did God make me? I didn't ask to be born. I'm suffering too much here. I wish I never existed. I think that would make things a whole lot better?
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