I hate everything about life, I hate waking up and realizing I’m alive, everything angers me and annoys me. All I think about is my mistakes and how I need to work 40+ years to survive. I feel uncomfortable in my body knowing I have breasts and other sexual body parts I wish i was just a soul instead. My father constantly reminding me how Im not good enough. Sometimes I want to tell him I wish he told my mother to abort me because he obviously hates me. Im unlovable and not enough for anything ever. I compare my life with others and all I ever do is cry.
sorry that you feel that way. I believe we live for a reason, but maybe it’s not the time you know why. Although it sucks that we never asked for this life, and the one that brought us here not responsible enough for our wellbeing. Give it a chance. I know it’s hard, living like you have no direction. I’ve been on that position, things still not getting better but i’ve changed my perspective. 10% live from past, 30% live for the future, 60% live in present. Try to embrace and romanticize every little things in live. Go for a walk, get a coffee with music on, live like you’re the main character in movie. Take your self out, take care of your own. Don’t give a s**t with what others think, as long as what you did is right and not violate the morals. Well i know easier to said than done, but little by little you’ll overcome this once you’ve set your mind. Its not an easy journey though, give it a try, being consistent, i know one they you’ll get a sense what to do with your live. Good luck !!
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It sounds like you are struggling with feelings of depression and hopelessness. These are common feelings that many people deal with at some point in their lives. It's important to know that you're not alone and there are resources available to help you get through this difficult time. It might be helpful to reach out to a counselor or mental health professional, who can provide emotional support and assistance in addressing your feelings and concerns. Remember that there are also many people in your life who love and care about you, and it's important to focus on your own wellbeing and self-care.
Firstly you were not born to make ur parents happy… u didn’t ask them to bring to this world…
Secondly, don’t see urself from the eyes of others…: rather see it from ur eyes…. U know u’re trying…. U know u’re not a bad person….
No one is ever good enough…. No matter how much u achieve in life u’ll still be behind someone…. So there’s no limit to achievements….
Also, not everyone is able to achieve the goals they desire… only a few percentage of people do….
I know this bcz i used to feel the same like i am unable to make my parents feel proud of me n ol…..
But now i have realised that this kinda feeling is just making my life worse…. And now i’ve started to njoy my life… ofcourse i do try to perform but now I don’t stress about it…..
I know it will sound weird but stop stressing about things and let go off what you cannot control……
What actually matters is your happiness…
God works in mysterious ways and he made you and doesn't regret making You, you are stuck listening to the lies of the devil and it keeps you tied in these chains, don't listen to what people have to say when they just wanna break you, you are a lovable person and you'll find happiness in life if you seek for it, I don't think you are better off dead, I think you'll be better off very much alive and living, when you hit rock bottom, there's only one way to go and that's up.
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maybe because you thinking too hard about being a little bitch. my god, we are all born without knowing why but whining about it ain't gonna help or give you a super great answer. you just gotta find out why did god think you were special on your own
Sounds like you need help with depression. A therapist at the very least and most likely medication also. In the meantime, you can try coffee. Caffeine can help people to feel more positive and motivated.
healthy people don't think about that, you are describing several symptoms called depression, so ask a real doctor which pill will help you cope with those feelings.
Everything makes much more sense when you accept that God isn't real, God didn't make you.
Ecclesiastes 12 vs 13. It is well, God is with you. JESUS SPEAKS TO YOU IN Matthew 11 vs 28-30
Focus on fitness and all this shit would fade away.
You're just suffering depression, kiddo.
Get some help.
No, that was your parents! God doesn't exist!.
god didn't make you. your parents did. ask them.
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