I got abused a lot by my mom for marks or when she got irritated by others? is it my fault?

i feel guilty for even typing this question cuz once she was a little girl with goals too.. but is it right for her to hot me with belt , kick me and throw insults or swear at me for marks and not reaching her expectations? Am I really a loser?

I got abused a lot by my mom for marks or when she got irritated by others? is it my fault?
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