So I have noticed I seem to lack empathy or sympathy for people don't get me wrong I'll fake it ill give you a hug and say everything is going to be ok but I feel little to nothing other than your outburst is annoying.
For instance as a kid I experienced a lot of sexual assault rape mental and physical abuse
My coworker the other day was crying in the bathroom with a few other girls because she apparently got raped 4 years ago and was crying about it.
I Said the basic crap wasn't your fault it gets better yada yada but the only thing I was thinking was God you are fucking annoying stop sniveling like a weak child
Which I don't think I'm supposed to feel that way some thing when people are crying about anything be it losing a limb or a pet or even happy crying I find it incredibly especially when people start swarming to console them don't get me wrong I can understand why they feel what they do and understand the stress but it's still annoying to me
And yes I have cried but it's a vary private event for me most people have never witnessed me crying
Dose this make me a bad person?