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Am I a bad person?

my mum and little sister just returned from Spain and I wish they didn't (i know that sounds really bad). I liked it alone with my dad, where we watched movies every night together but now they are back that's not going to happen again ever no matter how much I want to. I also could invite friends over which was absolutely amazing (not been allowed to do that for years and not gonna be allowed to do that again), I could hang with my friends and I even got to go to Primark and buy clothes that I actually like plus really cute new shoes (brought with my own money that I got from my own job)!! (my mum doesn't let me pick my own clothes, she buys them for me and I get no choice in the matter, so basically, I'm always dressed smartly in shirts and polos or dressed as a little kid (I'm 16), not even allowed to pick the color for my leaver's hoodie and when I finished elementary school my mum put the name of what my sister called me when she was age 1 'ba' on my hoodie without giving me an option so now I never wear it. so ofc I'm going to hide my new stuff.) I felt free and for once I wasn't always being yelled at for something! my sister is def the favorite kid and she gets what she wants. I got to go out and be a teenager for once in my goddamn sad life and I don't want to go back.

just now my dad and sister barged into my room without asking and she just took some of MY stuff without asking and I'm the one in trouble for being pissed about it? plus my dad just took my phone (which didn't happen during that holiday). so now I'm looking through receipts from hanging out with friends and remembering how funny it was when my guy best friend came to my room yesterday, crying realizing that these amazing days are over and will never ever come back.

Am I a bad person?
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