Have you ever felt lonely, broken and like you had enough from people?

[TonyMetal___86]

Tonight i'm actually feeling like this, it's one of those nights where i'm just sitting on my balcony looking at the city view, tired and thinking about why all the good things are only in my head and the bad things are in reality!

I look at my side and my mind tells here's your loving devoted housewife with a big smile on her face thanking god every second that you are her husband, chilling together and having fun, everything is calm but than i look back and i see an empty chair, there is no one and maybe there will always be no one...

I look at my neighboors, they are all still together as a family and wonders why my sh*tty luck was disastrous...

Everyone claims to love and knows what real love is but i seldom see someone who truly loves each other, except the boomer generation, they love each other, marry each other, live forever with each other till death and it's so simple to them, no boredom, no cheating, no beating, no i fell out of love, no nothing!

If they gave all the money in the world for these women backthen and all the power and all the guys crawled on their knees for them, it was always a firm NO! as if their men are the only men in the world!

I'm playing this song and trying to have hope that someday this nightmare will be over!

[sage2021]

Tony were you ever married before? I don't know that about you. Don't mean to pry but this song sounds like a married couple breaking up.

As if I have ever had enough of people or just had it, yes, many times.
But then time goes by. You have more conversations with yourself and go out there and try it again.

You are right about the Boomer's. They had it together! I was married at age 20, 1975. I really did believe that our marriage was going to last till one of us died in our old age.
But what happened instead is that he never mentioned anything about being in a band one day as one of his dreams and that he would be leaving me alone way too much to play his music with his band.
Plus he was in the U. S. Navy the entire time and the Navy would take him away sometimes for 6 weeks at a time.
We decided to have a baby after 3 years of marriage. He made a comment to me that I will never forget. He said he thought the baby would keep me busy and I wouldn't miss him so much. Well, it only made me miss him even more because we were a family now. But, he stuck with staying busy trying to become famous in a rock band in San Francisco. If that happened I still wouldn't have seen him much. Maybe groupies would be with my husband and not me.
Anyway, I think he loved his music 🎶🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸🎷🎺
more than anything. And I must say for his young age he was a fantastic singer and a superb lead guitarist. He had all the right stuff to make it big.
So, that's my story and I'm stickin to it.

[TonyMetal___86]

Yes i was married before miss sage for nearly 9 years and it's a long story but let me bring it up to you from the end, she left and she was the one to file for a divorce not me because you know that i don't believe in a divorce, anyways it is what is, 10 years have passed now...

Now about your story, okay what he did as business was good but he forgot that he was married, also he forgot that family always comes 1st and everything we do in our lives, it's because our family, not to go chasing tour dreams as if you were single, well you can chase your dream while tour with your family because no matter what dream i personally have, i won't let it affect my family and if it does than i'll stop chasing it and won't look back because it is my family that i want to keep!

If i was married, i have to always keep in my mind that my wife needs me and my kids needs me and they will always come 1st!

[DishLady]

Yeah, it was called it “turning 45.” 😂

[TonyMetal___86]

You're still young miss dish, who cares about your age since tour heart is filled with love and willing to give so much joy and happiness to the people who deserves it! 😌

Your close people are lucky to have you 😄

[DishLady]

Yeah but they stopped making the fuse I used to get when someone danced on my last nerve, so I need to keep folks from reaching my last nerve now. 😂

[TonyMetal___86]

Haha 😄

[exitseven]

I has a string of bad relationships. I was going to give up on dating for a while or maybe forever. Oddly enough I met my wife the very next day.

[TonyMetal___86]

Thank god, you're lucky 🙂

[exitseven]

yes, I really lucked out. I was done with girls.

[exitseven]

Thanks for the MHO

[_no_one_]

All i care about is some good music playin while i am driving to breathtaking places where I'd stay a couple of weeks for workation.

[TonyMetal___86]

Nice 👍🏻

[Hispanic-Cool-Guy]

Never lonely nor broken but people do annoy me.

[TonyMetal___86]

A lot of them does, because a lot of them are just fake and liars with 2 faces!

[Dongie]

Yeah, about 40 years ago. They are still here.