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Ever been repelled by a physical characteristic because someone abusive in your past had it?

If you don't get what I mean I mean like if you had a really abusive ex that had a big nose and now you're repelled by big noses because of the trauma that person caused you.

Doesn't have to be an ex though could be anybody.

For me something like this happened back in 7th grade middle school with this guy who was a mix of an acquaintance and a friend. We got along pretty well but didn't spend that much time together because we didn't have any classes together and only saw each other during lunch.

He seemed like a really nice friendly guy overall. The notable physical characteristic he had was his soft hands and I mean really soft hands. Like absurdly soft like no one else I've ever met even up to today. As in so soft they didn't even feel like human hands.

We often even joked around a lot about how soft his hands were. As in how many bottles of lotion he goes through in a day. Stupid stuff like that.

One day he really started to insist that we both go to the school restroom during lunch. I was initially really confused but went anyway because he was so insistent.

Suddenly in the restroom he pushed me down to the ground got on top of me and then started to pin my hands down using his. I tried to break free but couldn't. His hands were so soft but at the same time so fucking strong. I couldn't move.

He told me he was desperate for sex from girls but since he couldn't get it from them I was the next best thing. I tried calling for help but the boys passing by thought it was funny.

Then he turned me around pulled my pants down and... you can guess the rest. In short he raped me.

No one took me seriously and all he got was a 3 day suspension.

Ever since then I'm completely repelled by soft hands. Even if it's on a dainty pretty lady I fucking hate soft hands. I'm reminded of him every time I touch soft hands.

So for me when it comes to hands the rougher the better. The further away from the texture of that fucking bastard's hands the better. I hope he's dead.

Ever been repelled by a physical characteristic because someone abusive in your past had it?
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