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I used to be a big fan of Kylie Jenner because she is the youngest. The fact I’m an only child makes her relatable, I used to take her side all the time especially when one episode featured her arguing with Kendall over her wanting to borrow her dress. As someone who used to hate sharing because I was a spoilt brat I saw me in her. I watched many of the KUWTK episodes but only the early 2015 ones. I even bought her lip kits only to be a tad disappointed it’s extremely drying on my lips. Then I decided “meh since she has lip gloss on Kylie cosmetics, I’ll buy from her I hope they’re better” I was disappointed countless times but the good news is I stopped buying from her brand. I spent around $200 USD on her products but that’s it. I’m glad I stopped buying her products. The reason why I followed her in the first place because she has a unique look that stands out from others in 2015-2016 ish… then when she admitted to getting lip fillers I was honestly shocked. Then I did some research, turns out she looked completely different as a child. I was disappointed then I click unfollow. I also remembered how even though I don’t want to have the same face as hers it also make me wish my chest size is bigger and a smaller waist. I worked out at 19 and even though my body doesn’t look similar to hers I’m crying happy tears. I looked so much better!! My waist went from a 35 inch extreme bloating to a 25 inch waist. Again I don’t understand why would people send hate to her. I mean it’s fine to dislike her but please don’t go outta the way to shame her. I’m not defending her because I know she does promote unrealistic beauty standards but in the end it’s not her fault she’s like that. For me I’m kinda disappointed in myself to idolised celebrities and even influencers. Now not idolising any makes me feel much better. Again I’m not judging people who do because I used to be them. Influencers and celebrities need to have cosmetic procedures to maintain their looks imho.