Questions

What do you prefer?

Every day, I hang by a thread
As she is always there in my head.
As I lay there in my bed
I think of the words that were said.

There is a huge hole in my heart
I wish things were different from the start
She came into my life
but now she is gone
It is just so hard moving on.

I have dreams about about her as I sleep
When I wake, my pain is just so deep.
I try to shake her from my mind,
trying to leave those memories behind.

As she marries someone else
It is so hard to bare.
I feel like I am living a nightmare.

I need to stay strong
even though it feels so wrong.
In my heart, she will always remain
as I try to deal with all this pain.

He'll get to be her both her first and last
Something I wanted to be
As I think to myself
"Why couldn't this be me?"

I have to pick up the pieces
And move away
But she will always be there
In my memories, she will stay