So confused with my thoughts

Kazzza
Wanted some clarity , some help understanding..
So confused with my thoughts

I wish I knew how much was too much, what the right amount was. What’s too clingy, am I doing too much? I just want you to like me. Should I tone it down? I wish I could tell, how am I meant to know? I just wanna be with you. Is this boring I don’t know how to make conversation. I don’t know what to do. When’s too soon to go back to yours? Do I have to have sex if I come to yours? Was I asking for it? How was I meant to know? Can you tell me what to do? What do you want me to do? I’ll do anything for you.


I’m sorry I fucked up. I can’t take it back. How do I redo something? How do I atone for something. I feel bad for you and me. If it makes you feel any better I’m in pain too. Could things have worked? Were we too young? I guess 16 is pretty young, but I couldn’t control that. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. What now?


What do friends do? Who do I like? I don’t know if I like anyone. I don’t know how to interact with anyone. Am I the only person you’ve been with? At least we have that. Did I do everything right? If I overly try I’ll scare you away but I’ll kick myself if I don’t. So what then? This hurts too much.


What have I done, why’d I do it. I can’t do this anymore.

So confused with my thoughts
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